About Us + Triggers + DNI

We are a traumagenic system of 17+ members. We will not talk about our trauma if we aren't ready, so please, don't ask us about our trauma. It is rude and triggering.
The body is 18 years old, though we will rarely post anything NSFW. If we do, it'll most likely be through a private story for only consenting adults to view.
We don't want to involve ourselves in syscourse. We welcome every type of system and have an open mind, though we will not discuss discourse due to it being a trigger for our host, who experiences heavy doubt when met with syscourse

Our triggers as a whole are...

  • In depth talks of suicide, self harm, abuse

  • Pictures and videos of suicide, self harm, heavy gore

  • (will be edited as new triggers are remembered)

Please do not interact if...

  • You are discriminatory (racist, sexist, homophobic, transphobic, sexist, etc.)

  • You don't support neopronouns

  • You support cringe culture

  • You are alt-right or a trump supporter

  • (will be edited as new DNI criteria is brought up)

Frequent Fronters

Connor

Age: 18
Gender: Male (he/him/bug)
Sexuality: Bisexual
Roles: Host, persecutor, trauma holder, symptom holder
About: (INTP) He is our host, and most likely one of the alters who has been here the longest, since he recalls memories as far back as age 5 years old. Bug is also a persecutor, more towards bugself, due to prolonged trauma. He is trying to recover from the trauma and is trying to quit being a persecutor. Connor is also a symptom holder, meaning that he holds all the symptoms of any illness the system may have. For bug, this usually means mental health symptoms. If one alter suffers with a mental issue, bug is most likely going to have it as well. Despite that, he is a nice guy who loves his friends and family. It is likely that you have talked to him before if you are friends with our system.
Positive/Front Triggers: Scenecore aesthetics
Negative Triggers: Suicide, self harm, pro ana/mia, extreme head trauma

Xavier

Age: 19
Gender: Male (he/him)
Sexuality: Pansexual
Roles: Co-Host, social alter/protector
About: (ENFP) Xavier is very similar to Connor in regards to interests and music taste, though Xavier is more punk and much more social than Connor. Xavier has been around since Mara went into dormancy, back in 2016. He is loud, impulsive, but typically very smart. Sometimes, Connor and Xavier have trouble telling which one of them is fronting, because of how long they thought they were the same person.
Positive/Front Triggers: Large social events.
Negative Triggers: Unsure.

Damien

Age: Adult
Gender: Male (he/him)
Sexuality: Bisexual
Roles: Co-Host, persecutor
About: (ISTJ) Damien was known to have split off when the body was around 14 years old, originally thought to be an original character that Connor had thought up. Connor gave him the name "Jimmy" and used the said character to cope with overcoming trauma. In late 2020, Connor soon realized "Jimmy" wasn't an OC, and he was actually a very covert alter. It took "Jimmy" a few days to give himself a name, now being Damien, and quickly began to separate himself from Connor. It took Connor about a week to come to terms with Damien being a separate person. Now, Damien is best recognized as the alter who is quick to judge, and holds grudges. He has a pessimistic approach to people, claiming that the world is evil, and believes the best form of protection against trauma is to "bite them first before they can bite us". He is close with Vincent and Jeff, who he spends a lot of time talking with. He experiences many struggles, though due to paranoia, is weary of therapists.
Positive/Front Triggers: True crime
Negative Triggers: His paranoia (Do not mention spies, government surveillance, or mobile tracking around him. He WILL have a severe paranoid episode and it can set back his recovery.)

Millie

Age: 30's
Gender: Female (she/her)
Sexuality: Straight
Roles: Caretaker, gatekeeper, peacemaker, emotional protector
About: We are unsure how long Millie has been in the system. She is considered a motherly figure to the middles and littles, who call her their mom. Millie is a sweet, patient woman who is highly empathetic. Her main role is to take care of the young ones in our system while also making sure whoever is fronting doesn't do something regrettable or triggering. She considers herself a feminist and loves to talk with others.
Positive/Front Triggers: Her music playlist (Ariana Grande, Doja Cat)
Negative Triggers: Unsure

Nova

Age: 12
Gender: Female (she/her)
Roles: Trauma holder, middle
About: (INFP) Nova split off mid 2020 in the middle of a hospitalization issue. She was split off to help take in the trauma related to medical issues, as well as trauma regarding middle school abuse. She is seen as a younger version of our host, though as a female, meaning she has almost the same exact interests as Connor did at age 12, plus some of her own. Remember, she is STILL her own individual person. This is just to give you a rough idea of her interests. She also likes to play in water, like swimming. She is kind and gentle, but also vulnerable and a people pleaser. So we try to keep her safe, despite the struggle to educate her about the dangers of opening yourself to bad people. Over all, she is kind and enjoys meeting new people, it just takes her a bit to warm up.
Positive/Front Triggers: Her music playlist (Melanie Martinez, Alec Benjamin)
Negative Triggers: Hospitals, medical, emotional, sexual abuse

Jeff

Age: 34
Gender: Male (he/him)
Sexuality: Gay
Roles: Factive
About: (INTP) Jeff is a factive, who although experiences most of the memories and struggles as his source, dislikes his source and is ashamed of it. He likely won't talk about it unless he has a strong connection to you. He is a quiet man who is non-confrontational, though has his own opinions and stands by them firmly. He once was seen as a fatherly figure to fellow patients at a residential mental hospital, the one place where he was open to people. He is a nice man, though it can be hard to talk to him, since he rarely gives long replies and typically replies to questions in two words max. Despite this, he can give great, honest insight to things, when needed.
Positive/Front Triggers: Sometimes, his source.
Negative Triggers: Sometimes, his source

Sammy

Age: 10
Gender: Male (he/him)
Roles: Middle
About: We are unsure when Sammy split off, though he is just as energized as your typical 10 year old. He has a mild speech impediment that makes him slur his speech with a slight lisp, though it rarely causes him distress, so please don't point it out to him. He is social and rambunctious, who will gladly spark a friendship if you give him 5 minutes of your attention. He enjoys Mario games and Minecraft, show any interest and those and he will gladly rant about how much he loves those. He is a joy to be around.
Positive/Front Triggers: Mario games, Spongebob
Negative Triggers: Unsure

Semi-Frequent Fronters

Johnny

Age: 19
Gender: Male (he/him)
Sexuality: Asexual
Roles: Primary protector, factional
About: (INTP) Johnny is our primary protector and a factional. A factional is someone who has a source like a fictive/factive, though completely is disconnected to it. For Johnny, he shares the same name and appearance of a fictional character, though doesn't connect to the character at all. Johnny is a quiet, reserved man who's one focus is to keep the system together. He is fun to talk to, though more often than not, you will need to approach him first.
Positive/Front Triggers: Unsure
Negative Triggers: Unsure

Vincent

Age: 18
Gender: Male (he/him)
Sexuality: ???
Roles: ???
About: Vincent is a grunge/punk type dude who enjoys being outside and doing things himself. We aren't sure why, or when, he split off. He enjoys dark humor, while also being able to know when to draw the line. He is blunt and honest, though sometimes it will come to a fault. But for the most part, he is a decent guy worth talking to
Positive/Front Triggers: Unsure
Negative Triggers: unsure

Lillian

Age: 14 months
Gender: Female (she/her)
Roles: Little
About: Unsure when she split off, Lillian is the youngest of all of us. She enjoys typical toddler things, especially Pay Patrol and fruits.
Positive/Front Triggers: Unsure
Negative Triggers: Unsure

Dib

Age: 12
Gender: Male (he/him)
Roles: Trauma holder, fictive, middle
About: (INTP) Dib likely split around the same time our host was hyperfixating on Invader Zim. Dib is a curious kid who enjoys using his curiosity to explore ideas of monsters, ghosts, aliens, and anything in between. He often goes on rambles, but is genuinely nice. Though, he is a trauma holder of both memories of the outer world and exotrauma. He can struggle with feelings of depression and anxiety, though for the most part, he is beginning to learn how to cope. You can often find him talking with Nova or Xavier about whatever is on his mind, typically of paranormal creatures.
Positive/Front Triggers: Paranormal discussion
Negative Triggers: In depth talk of bullying and neglect

Vincent Van Gogh

Age: 37
Gender: Male (he/him)
Sexuality: Straight
Roles: Factive
About: (INFP) Vincent Van Gogh, AKA. Van Gogh, has been with us since he split around late 2020 around the time that the host was hyperfixating on Vincent Van Gogh. We believe he split off due to the host's mood disorder, which Van Gogh then split off to help cope with the symptoms. Van Gogh isn't social, though he enjoys to paint and occasionally talk to others when bored. He is a caring and nice man, though has his own struggles with a mood disorder. We believe he is similar to his source, but not exactly like his source, excluding things like alcohol abuse and stubbornness from his source.
Positive/Front Triggers: Painting can be a front trigger occasionally
Negative Triggers: Any phrases that can trigger a depressive or hypomanic episode ('I am god' 'Human life is worthless' etc.)

Rare Fronters

Mara (DORMANT)

Age: 16
Gender: Female (she/her)
Sexuality: ???
Roles: Former protector
About: We suspect that she and Connor were the first split to ever happen in the body, seeing as Connor recalls her existing when the body was as young as 5 years old. Though, since a big traumatic incident when the body was at age 13, she went into dormancy and hasn't returned.
Positive/Front Triggers: None?
Negative Triggers: Unsure

GIR

Age: Ageless (acts like a little)
Gender: None? (he/they/it)
Roles: Fictive, ?little?
About: (ESFP) Unsure when he split off, most likely around the time our host began to hyperfixate on Invader Zim. GIR acts EXACTLY like their source, which is partially why we don't let them front. GIR also doesn't like to front due to an incident around July 2020 that scared it from fronting, since then, GIR hasn't fronted, but has been its usual self in headspace. You can usually find him with Sammy playing in his room, which is their playroom.
Positive/Front Triggers: None?
Negative Triggers: Unsure

Raymond

Age: 30's
Gender: Male (he/him)
Sexuality: Straight
Roles: ???
About: We aren't sure much about him, he seems like your average middle aged man. We think he is from the 1920's, though has quickly adjusted to 2020. He is charismatic and enjoys socializing in headspace. He rarely fronts, simply because he doesn't like to.
Positive/Front Triggers: Roaring 20's, electro swing.
Negative Triggers: Unsure

John/Jack K.

Age: 46
Gender: Male (he/him)
Sexuality: Straight
Roles: Organizer, factive
About: (ESFP) A factive of JFK, he split off due to heavy stress about school, around the same time our host was hyperfixating on JFK. He only fronts when nobody else is able to during school, and he helps get us back on track in school if we fall too behind. He acts a lot like his source. He enjoys talking with Millie, Xavier, really anybody in headspace. He is charismatic and easy to talk to. Though, he prefers headspace over fronting, so he typically doesn't front unless needed.
Positive/Front Triggers: None
Negative Triggers: (Not a trigger, more of a heavy squick) He struggles talking about the assassination. Not a trigger, but please don't mention it around him.